life seriously sucks right now. why??
i just found out my sister was emitted to the hospital last night due to first and second degree burns on her face and ears. she also inhaled some of the fire so it partially burned her lungs, so shes in the oxygen unit at shermans hospital down in la. theyre saying she will need surgery to removed some of the burnt skin on her face, and they will have to put her under because it will be too painfull if she was awake. i feel so bad right now for her, she was so self-concious about her face due to her acne before this, but im sure she wont even want to walk outside the house now, let alone go to school
there is one and only one person to blame for this, and his name is sean. he thought it would be a bright idea to dump some gasoline into a bon fire my sister was sitting next to. the bon fire exploded and burned my sister, also inaling the fire. i was shocked to find out that this had happened, i thought he would know better than to do something so idiotic, but ive been wrong about people before. im so worried and scared right now, thank god ill be there to see her this weekend.
to top all of this off, i have to testify in court against my dad, or the man im supposed to call my dad. i know how some of you a very close with your fathers, and have decent relationships with them, i just wish i could say the same. he divorced my mom when i was 8, and then left for texas. 3 years later he came back with the whore who is now known as my stepmother, already knocked up. he then left for texas three years after moving back to bakersfield. he never called, and if we did talk to him, we were the ones who called. hes never been there for me or my sisters, we always had to initiate anything remotely concerning a relationship with him. thats why i have no remorse testifying against him in court. im sure things would be different if he would have had the backbone to try and have a relationship with us, but he doesnt because hes nothing but a worthless worm. say what you want about having a father in your life, but ive come this far without one, im sure i can go on in life without him as well.
im just done with life right now at the moment, nothing positive has hapened to me other than the mcd's job, which will get its own blog, but my battery is dying, so im off. peace and love
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Travis, it really breaks my heart to hear all of this. And I mean that in the best way ever. The 'I wish I could sit down with you for coffee and just listen' kind of heartache. Who knows? Maybe you're not that kind of guy. But, I am keeping your sister in my thoughts and prayers, I can't imagine how hard this will be. And how hard it must be for you to testify. That is a rather emotionally draining thing. I'm always here if you want to rant. Love you.
ReplyDeletePs--I think we should all have the ability to quit life like a video game. Take some time off, go get some food and rest and re-spawn from the last save point once we've recuperated (and maybe even glanced at a walk-through or two). Ahh. Video games.